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then again she realized change would have to wait. a flick of the wrist, a change in the weather: as easy as that, all was gone. the caress of the breeze on her rough, birthmarked cheeks burdened heavy questions that weren't ready for an answer. the dire lust for someone (to empathize when mr. sandman had forgotten her yet again) began to shrivel, and like an anchor tying her to the present, her heart consciously fell down down down the rabbit hole. she was, for now, best isolated. best alone.

Mon, 28 May 2012 23:53:29 -0400

oh. <3

.. My heart is a tender flower,pressed between the pages of an unused novel. So I save all of my...

Mon, 28 May 2012 23:46:40 -0400

My heart is a tender flower,
pressed between the pages of an unused novel.

So I save all of my love and words .
lock them into the corners of my mind
and the spaces between my ribs.

It isn’t safe to feel.

I am terribly sorry that your heart is heavy. I woul write you a poem, but I am afraid I am all out of beautiful words. I hope you aren't sad for much longer. x

Mon, 28 May 2012 23:38:55 -0400

oh thank you. with all these lovely messages, i dont think its possible. <3

You are such a beautiful soul and your words fill my mind with sweet thoughts and nostalgia for things I'm not even sure I've experienced. But that's what I love. Writing that can take you places; writing that makes you explore everything. Never give up ever and God bless you <3

Mon, 28 May 2012 23:38:38 -0400

thank you thank you so much. this just means the world to me .

Be happy! People with blogs as good as yours and a heart as big as yours should enjoy every moment of life!

Mon, 28 May 2012 23:34:06 -0400

awh youre sweet, thank you. <3

Leave me something here? My heart is heavy.

Mon, 28 May 2012 23:31:06 -0400

Leave me something here? My heart is heavy.

it shouldnt matter. It didnt matter. I didnt mean a thing to you and just because youre beautiful...

Mon, 28 May 2012 23:05:15 -0400

it shouldnt matter. It didnt matter. I didnt mean a thing to you and just because youre beautiful and give me things to jot down in notebooks, does not mean you meant a thing to me either. Because I see now, that you didnt.

Lets go out and makeout with cuties everyone

there arethings that spew and spilland dripfrom mouthsthat I lap upand swallowand let growin my...

Mon, 28 May 2012 23:02:00 -0400

there are
things that
spew and spill
and drip
from mouths
that I lap up
and swallow
and let grow
in my heart
until there
are twigs
and petals
sprouting from
my nostrils.

youve
left
me.

I saw/her in a/bar,/unrecognisable, unknown,/a forgotten mystery./curve of face/eluded/a past life,/how could/I/forget such a curve?

Mon, 28 May 2012 21:10:02 -0400

she saw you
from the corner of her eye,
a tidbit
a sneak peak
a first glance half mooned.
She waited for you to speak.

You didnt.

A short story of lies.

Mon, 28 May 2012 10:27:00 -0400

I’m
fine
I
promise.

I may be young andvulnerable, naive and possibly youth drunk,but I have neverwitnessed a love...

Mon, 28 May 2012 10:08:34 -0400

I may be young and
vulnerable, naive and
possibly youth drunk,
but I have never
witnessed a love that
has lasted.

“I want to fall in love,” Her voice drifted from the window sill and pinned itself,...

Sun, 27 May 2012 20:24:12 -0400

“I want to fall in love,” Her voice drifted from the window sill and pinned itself, smokey and quiet, to my clothing. I rubbed my fingers over the fabric of my night shirt. She was hanging out in the night air again, kissing stars and dreaming up kingdoms. Her hair twirled itself in knots and tangles down her back. The wind was keeping it awake. “Well. No. In fact, darling, I want to step into love.” She dipped her smallest finger into a tub of peanut butter. She always ate peanut butter before bed. “Or waltz into love. Wouldn’t that be lovely? To just dance into it. To float about the room, in pact and in unison. A harmony of music and closeness.” She flashed a candy coated smile at me and I melted under the moonlight.

.. How could I possibly catch yourunning barefoot through cloverstoward the lakes dock. Your toes...

Sun, 27 May 2012 19:56:32 -0400

How could I possibly catch you
running barefoot through clovers
toward the lakes dock.

Your toes curled at first touch of the water,
and I was still on the front porch,
caught somewhere between earth
and
you.

Photo

Sat, 26 May 2012 17:42:32 -0400

(1) the tide surmounted the moon that night. His laugh was liquid classical melodies(Maybe Chopin...

Sat, 26 May 2012 17:38:00 -0400

(1) the tide surmounted the moon that night.

His laugh was liquid classical melodies
(Maybe Chopin or Wagner, did you say he was your favorite?)
He smiled at me from across the dimly lit room
and coiled himself against the quilts.
As usual, in his hands existed a paintbrush.
Fingernails spotted orange and green,
he painted masterpieces on my skin.
When he slept, I found myself in
the shadow on the wall, in lovers
leftover scents. I noticed, in the moonlight
how deep the pit of his collarbone appeared.

I wished I could live in it.

Photo

Sat, 26 May 2012 11:55:26 -0400

Lilacs are growingwhere my heart was once beatingthe veins are now vinesand the cells are now buds.I...

Sat, 26 May 2012 11:41:49 -0400

Lilacs are growing
where my heart was once beating

the veins are now vines
and the cells are now buds.

I fall asleep in petals.
It is Summer.

And I imaginewhen I find youI will feel the weight of the skyand the moon and its neighbors; the...

Sat, 26 May 2012 11:35:57 -0400

And I imagine
when I find you
I will feel the weight of the sky
and the moon and its neighbors; the stars,
lift from my shoulders because
you carry them inside of you
Dancing like droplets of water
fallen from leaves edges
(you never let me leap over)

You read prose with ease,
easy morning breakfast’s in pools
of blankets and drippings of us.
Sweet curiosities on my tongue tip,
touch against yours in silent
conversations about future
kids in silk sheet forts.

I extend my open fingers,
and suddenly my heart is swollen
shut because I have woken up.

69fireflies: d+t by mary_robinson on Flickr.

Sat, 26 May 2012 11:28:25 -0400

69fireflies:

d+t by mary_robinson on Flickr.

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Thu, 24 May 2012 20:29:29 -0400

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